I need an outlet so I'm coming to you guys C:

My summer has been sooooooo crazy but boring in the most confusing way. In May I found out my parents are getting a divorce. In June I graduated from high school and turned 18 in the same weekend with all my family {which is virtually disastrous} and nothing has calmed down since. My house is on the brink of getting Foreclosed on and we don't have the money {even with my fathers hand outs} to get out and rent a new place. I still don't have a drivers license and just got my learners permit and feel like I utterly fail at life. I am going to start college in less than a week, don't even have my schedule straight. Even though I am super poor I didn't even qualify for a subsidized loan! and I was expecting way more of a hand out than nothing, which has made me detest the government in a way I never had before. It seems like the only constant in my life right now is the constant feeling of wanting to get away and be free from all the crap. it's making me feel very trapped and claustrophobic.

Well sorry for the vent. Good Night!